I feel like no matter what i do nothing changes !!! I try being shy , people dont like me , i try being confident , people like me even less ..... And then , once in a while , something happens and i'm happy for a while , but then i remember that i'm not gonna be happy for long , so i try to forget about being happy and just concentrate on existing "to the best of my ability" .
But inanyways !!!!! Today was quite good , went to see the Edvard Munch ( rofl at name! ) exhibition in town ..... It's actually amazing =] ! I loved these ones ...
But yeah , life is complicated at the moment , people are ignoring me and i dont know why =[ . And then theres people that are saying one thing and then doing the exact opposite , and making me feel like shit because of it ....
I wish things could just be simple and that i could fit in around how people think i should be =[
But anyways , enough mopeing for now !!!! =]
Peace out x
