.......rants and epiphanys

"Nobody can be uncheered with a balloon"
-Winnie the Pooh









Do you ever find that the most random things make you incredibly happy for no apparent reason ???

Today i came home from Dans house ( i teach him Irish every friday ....... it's hopeless! ) and i saw this random balloon floating over my house ..... for some reason this put me in an increeeeeeeeeeeeedibly happy mood !!!!! :]

That lasted all of five minutes until i realised that i had a MOUNTAIN of homework ( which i am "doing" right now . Ironically my english is learning on procrastination in Hamlet XP ! ) . Quickest way to ruin your weekend for ya !! :[



I dunno weather to go youthclub today or not ..... i feel like i'm kinda old for it and its pretty boring , but what else is there to do . If i dont go i'll be just hanging around some shop or smeones house or something like that . Having said that i dont wanna grow up and i wish i was a year or two younger , just so that i'd have more time left as a kid ...... Weird right ?:]
Hum...... Peter Pan much ..... i wish i could go to Never Never Land and never grow up and be my age forever .......... Everyone else wants to be 18 and grow up and get the freedoms that come with that but i dont mind how hings are now ..... i just never want the type of life i'm living to end. I know that when w go to college everything changes , suddenly were grown-ups and theres a whole new world to contend with . I have trouble enouh with this one ....







But anyway , rant for the day over ..... :] . I wish my friends would stop fighting !! This annoys me , especially when it's over petty stupid things like boyfriends or bitchiness or even when theres no apparent reason at all :[. I know this sounds real preachy and stuf but they keep taking everything for granted one day or other they'll fall and find theres noone left to catch them !!





Peace out :]

xx