“Too many people grow up. That's the real trouble with the world - Walt Disney ...........

I counted today . It's eighteen months until my childhood is over . It sounds like a long time now but it's gonna go by so fast , i know it . I'm so so scared for that . I'm so scared of losing all the friends i have and not coming out anymore and changing into a new sort of person . Thing is , i know that this will happen , i've seen it with most other people . I just dont wanna grow up yet , and have all my memories of people and places important to me now become just memories of a past i've left behind me ......
So i've decided , i'm gona stop worrying about life and just live it , theres so little time that it's just too precious to miss and waste . You're a teenager for roughly eight years of your life . You'll be working in the same boring job day in day out for fourty years . Yet for those fourty years the people , places , joys and sorrows of those eight are what stay with you and change you into the person you will become . Thats why i've decided to stop caring what people think about how i live during the next year and a half and start living !!! =]

SparklesandAshes xx